2012,
Of all month that I passed this years, i am so hate this years. All the chaos, insanity, uncertainty and madness drive me desperately to pass this years. It seems that everything I do in this year always mess. Every step that i take push me to become more frustrated, frustrated and frustrated.
" all I wanna do is trade this live with something new and holding on to what i haven't got" ; this from linkin park songs that i ever say it becomes reality for me which I should be grateful for whatever I have
" nothing seems to kill me no matter how hard i try ' from soundgarden song also inspired me to do many dangerous act which effect to my life.
Until I hold my breath and start to realize that I have to live and face all reality.
I may fall again and again and again but I will crawl and try to stand up again.
I may often do mistakes and crashes me into deep but I will try to climb and rise
I may drown but I will try swim to shore
and 2012.... give me many statement and lesson to me and I hope next year will makes me more stronger, more wise, and be more grateful for whatever I have.
Cause all the bad things or good things leads me to be more mature, realistic and sensible
